daydreaming

Confused and lost. Is this the right time to tell myself to stop imagining things which apparently are unimaginable? Do I have the right to become happy when all this time, I know that I made the wrong decision. Is it really? No, I don't think so. I know sometimes I tend to doubt on everything that passes my mind but everything happens for a reason, right? And I believe, we all have to live up with those reasons, whatever they may be. Sometimes, we need to risk things in order to give way for another. Sometimes, we temporarily ignore consequences not because you want to but you really need to for personal sake. People tend to make mistakes and wrong decisions intentionally. I might be like that. Maybe because I wanted an independent move or simply because I wanted something I fear I could never have in the future. I don't care what this brings out later. What I care most is the feeling of contentment on the situation I am in to. I don't care what people would say as long as I think that everything's fine. I don't care how people I care would think as long as there are still people who would say that all's well. I just want everything to freeze and enjoy the moment of perfectness. Yes, I might be hallucinating or maybe, just daydreaming, I just don't want to be disturbed forever, if possible.