Thursday, April 21, 2011
Aal iz well
Okay, hold on, I am not stupid. Now, I know I'm quite late in realizing this but I'm pretty sure I have thought about this for some time. Things went unexpectedly but I think, it was better off to be like that. No meet-ups. No talks. Nothing actually happened since the day he stepped in DC. I was tired. Though I was soo not over him, I can't just allow myself to get fooled again. I already know that if I'm going to give it a chance again, then, I know how things will end the third time. Nothing happened twice that will never happen the third time. So, it would be better to let things be. One thing I'm sure is that I don't want him near me anymore. Maybe, we're meant to set our paths apart. Or maybe, we just can't find it in ourselves that we let these things happen to us. This is better, I know. I'm going to start anew. Leave the memories I had and make new ones. Love and be loved. This is supposed to be 'give and take'. You can't just give what you don't have and you can't keep on taking but not giving. Aal iz well. I'm going to be happier.
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About Me
- iskuhmie
- You can call me Elaera or Faith or Elaera Faith. Whatever. I'm known to my friends as Scam (which happens to be my nickname). Yeah right, I knew you'd react. But anyway, I really love to write anything that my mind can come up with. I love reading as well as collecting books. I also enjoy music. I can write/read while listening to music. I'm fond of the things many people find as boring. Maybe, I'm just an over-enthusiast over a lot of stuffs. I also like taking pictures and writing captions and articles about them. I love green. I like backpacks more than those fashion-for-girls-only bags with all those shimmering bling-bling and designs. I'd rather wear rubber shoes than heels, slipper than sandals and oversized T-shirt than sleeveless. I know you're drawing up conclusions. But hey, it's not what's in your mind. I just love being myself and it really feels good if you're comfortable with what you brought with yourself, right? And oh! I usually color my toenails and fingernails with red. Oh yes, it really do look good on me.