Monday, July 27, 2009
perfect healer
I believed. I trusted. What a fool I have become. I thought everything was perfect. Comparison is always easy once you've already tried what you've always wanted. Letting go is painful. But moving on? That's another story. I hate myself for giving too much of me. I hate myself for not crying my heart out. I can't let it go. Reasons are all around, telling me to leave and go on with what I had before. Enough reasons I could consider not to be generous of chances. Time is the perfect healer. I know, I could get over all the pain inside. I just hope, time will come, he'll be able to realize his loss and my worth.. Goodbye.
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About Me
- iskuhmie
- You can call me Elaera or Faith or Elaera Faith. Whatever. I'm known to my friends as Scam (which happens to be my nickname). Yeah right, I knew you'd react. But anyway, I really love to write anything that my mind can come up with. I love reading as well as collecting books. I also enjoy music. I can write/read while listening to music. I'm fond of the things many people find as boring. Maybe, I'm just an over-enthusiast over a lot of stuffs. I also like taking pictures and writing captions and articles about them. I love green. I like backpacks more than those fashion-for-girls-only bags with all those shimmering bling-bling and designs. I'd rather wear rubber shoes than heels, slipper than sandals and oversized T-shirt than sleeveless. I know you're drawing up conclusions. But hey, it's not what's in your mind. I just love being myself and it really feels good if you're comfortable with what you brought with yourself, right? And oh! I usually color my toenails and fingernails with red. Oh yes, it really do look good on me.