Unemployed's Crisis

I do not understand why am I here in my blog and creating another article in which I am definitely not sure what to say. Maybe I just wanted to let my inner thoughts out. My emotion right now is quite inappropriate for what I really have inside. For the past two months, I got used to an unfamiliar routine of waking up early, take my bath and eat my meals. Well, yeah I know they are just a matter of an hour or two if done right after another. Here's the big BECAUSE, the rest of my time is spent in front of the computer. Researching on latest medical updates, download movies, watch Korean/Taiwanese movies, make articles out of random thoughts and ideas, sleep a bit and chat with my friends who are online. When I was still studying, I have always been under all kinds of stress and I can't wait to enjoy the relaxing life of a graduate student with no exams or quizzes to get anxious for. I get excited on the thought of spending the whole time on the computer without being disturbed. But then, now's different. Two months incarcerated at home is actually the life I hate to have. I'm tired of the computer. I have already read all my books. I kept buying and reading all of them again and again. Even my parents told me to stop reading. They would make familiar lines just to put my books away - "the light's too dim", "you could get sore eyes", "you might get a headache", "your migraine might recur", "you've been reading too much", "you could get sick of that" and whatever. But my favorite line that would absolutely and automatically make me throw my books away is "dinner's ready". Right, I have an average or shall I say, normal body built for a girl my age however, I have an appetite of a 6-footer construction worker. Quite heavy, huh. Yea, yea, yea. I'm a little bit worried now 'coz I don't get to exercise anymore. Well, just a lil' bit okay? Hmm. You think I should warm up? I need to get this body worked up. I need to get tired. I want to be busy. I want something to be worried about. I WANT SCHOOL!!! Yeah, definitely, I missed being a student. And definitely, I will go to school AGAIN. O yes. AGAIN. See you!:))