today is definitely the most boring day for me. i don't have anything to do right now. i got scolded by my father by coming home not too late but too early..in the morning. i was with a friend. yeah right.. a gay friend.. we strolled to different beaches. and we even rode to a Ferris Wheel and Spider. i can still remember the discomfort i had when we were at the top and suddenly brought down. seems like my stomach is entirely left at the top.. i hardly breathe. i just closed my eyes and deep-breathed. how i missed that experience.
just 5 minutes ago, i watch a korean movie "windstruck". i remembered of watching this when i was still in high school but i totally forgot the story so i watched it to kill time. guess what? my eyes are swollen. it was hard to stop from crying. seems like everything in me fell apart. it reminded me of someone important whom i have already neglected. i realized, if he dies, i couldn't keep myself from coming after him. now, my tears still fall. not because of the movie but because i know, im scared of losing him.. guess i have to put in mind that he's not mine anymore and that i gave him away. how could i be so stupid?
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About Me
- iskuhmie
- You can call me Elaera or Faith or Elaera Faith. Whatever. I'm known to my friends as Scam (which happens to be my nickname). Yeah right, I knew you'd react. But anyway, I really love to write anything that my mind can come up with. I love reading as well as collecting books. I also enjoy music. I can write/read while listening to music. I'm fond of the things many people find as boring. Maybe, I'm just an over-enthusiast over a lot of stuffs. I also like taking pictures and writing captions and articles about them. I love green. I like backpacks more than those fashion-for-girls-only bags with all those shimmering bling-bling and designs. I'd rather wear rubber shoes than heels, slipper than sandals and oversized T-shirt than sleeveless. I know you're drawing up conclusions. But hey, it's not what's in your mind. I just love being myself and it really feels good if you're comfortable with what you brought with yourself, right? And oh! I usually color my toenails and fingernails with red. Oh yes, it really do look good on me.
kadto ning escapade nmo sa Pantukan gagz wid sammy james? hahaha. i thought totally abandon and forgotten na ang blog but I find it a way to release wat's inside me. haha!
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